"A boy who dresses like a girl who dresses as a boy."

I'm sick of being 'female'. I'm male damnit!

Obviously I don't care if I'm mistaken for a girl - after all, that's sort of what being androgynous (and playing up on genderfucking) is all about. But I resent being catagorised as gay (you'd only be about half right there) or a less of a man because I'm ' pretty', wear makeup, wear opposing gendered clothing, or have long hair.

I have a hard enough time struggling with myself on the inside (and I think I'm losing >.< ) to have to worry about stuid shit like whether I have to whip out the .50 and kill everybody who dares to try me or not (no not really, but it's the principle of the thing.. ugh).

Can't people just deal with the fact that I'm just some guy who happens to wear makeup, opposed to some chick with a dick?

I mean, yeah, ha ha, funny, "You look like a girl". Yes, thank you. Move on please. I don't have muscles. I don't wear Kappa. I don't have chest hair. I also don't need to grab my crotch and fuck as many girls as I can dip my dick into just to prove I'm male. Yes I like girls. Yes I also like boys. No that does not mean I want to have sex with every guy I see. Why should that fact overshadow the fact I ALSO LIKE GIRLS?! I see being bisexual as being greedy - and for a greedy person like me, I actually still have my... uh.. virtue intact. Point in fact, I've never been in a relationship before. And no, I don't want to have sex. Ever. So there. EDIT (v2.0): Uhh.... shit.... that bit no longer applies..... MOVING ON!

I don't even know what I'm trying to say anymore.

EDIT (v1.1): This would have been so much shorter (as in 2 lines) if I knew how to make the text smaller because doesn't work on dA ><" as I would have artfagged it up.